transit/metal plate.kaya.

i do live strait under roof
in a loft-aka-my present room
it is on carpet where i draw stories
on slopes of ceiling//give myself to agony
of creation suicide
–
my head is empty
same time i see so many things
arranged around like in a circus tent
i like them appear random and with no description
as such, maybe, nothing really remains persistent
everything around is just a vague translation
of one’s mind interpretation crazy
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i am trying to digg the joy
of loosen dog//it is happy
but dont know what to do with its freedom
which equals to bloody moronism
executed in girly fashion
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i have this deep feeling
that rush and doing things in middle of tornado
brings u to messed up mazes
of possibilities endings
which is sound, cause slit open rationality
pours out amazing stuff>>
it is momentual/fast changing/irrational
situation fuck up
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i have learnt to lay down
listen what carpet wants to say
let the water run and keep non-disturbing
to what is going to happen
.
life has it’s own pace
and human sickening rush n greed
has made all things impossible
to fulfill themselves
///
i will remain calm
superflow
open to whispers
n silent stories
:: i want to watch the dawn
and let the fresh night air been navigated
across my face
while church bell rings the hour
///

realizing

1)i have been awarded a chair which is a great distinction in my “moving phase” environment. i have been suffering my bum by sitting on eerie shaped cardboard boxes stuffed with my life //chair is an acism.
2)i came to realize that inspiration can’t be impelled by act of self-starvation. it is a creation and can emanate itself only when u r dead. poetically, i mean. i have always respected taugh conditions as a catalist to creative mind. and have failed by thinking that it is in my power to summon and cradle out genuine startling ideas from depths of my being at suffer. i do agree, that extraordinary takes will broaden usual tracks of ur thinking, will mash u against ruthlessness of one’s being and will slap blunt vulgarity of a reality at ur face in no time. creativity is what is born out of nothingness and we are about to witness it. we are only recreating and putting it into a flowlike contemporary language–materialized into words, imagery, sound, whatever//// iformation coded for mundane people>>>>
-i have never understood why people do “create” .

comic –lost in the city

i have completed my 4 page image strip for Latvian comic Kush!. David is one of curators and editors from Switzerland, but currently living in Latvia. he has taken up duty gathering and compiling comics from international artists scribbling about different themes for each edition/// i have already been published 2 times in this comic and looking forward keep on braking ice and bending rational brain routes in following future.
entry for edition///LOST IN THE CITY

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u can be lost in the concrete
and yet, city will be singing sweetest tunes
of a dune/dry and reflecting sunshine >>
i met a person who was lost in a concrete jungle
he told me that it was very beautiful
to observe awkward architects
building up their city of fame
–but it all went to flame
u might be gay or jesus
or even both at the same time
if u are lost in my city
and carried away with a train of thought
>>i promise
it will be beautiful

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finis

for my robot<x>

image processing//Anorak Jack

i have to create a logo for Dublin based underground radio freak called Anorak Jack//” Keeping his ears close to the chaste sounds imprisoned to orthodox file formats. His soul purpose is to free theses sounds by leaking their contents to unsuspecting eavesdroppers, on the deserted MHz of the FM Spectrum… ” [info support>>Dan ]

i brainstormed rootic imagery ->face of Anorak Jack–¬

My initial idea was to create an image in Processing. to do so i must have coordinated structure. i used millimiter paper to brake image into dots and linking lines::

i calculated x, y for each point and wrote it down. i will use A (x, y) and B (x, y) values to build  lines in Processing, eventually lining out whole face image>> i agree that tracing and editing final design in Illustrator or Photoshop would make it more easier/friendly in usual graphic-style-look, but reason why i picked Processing is to build this image by help of coding and later use the source code for further experiments and modulations.

the Processing image is still in progress and will appear here shortly////

new video concept

rough cut fast edit
video concept
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image -> ( tv screen message, attic, web cam kavi, bournemouth pier/triggered and recorded live in Resolume/post pr done in Vegas)
sound -> Automatic Tasty
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video was created prior sound add/my concept was to produce mute visual thread and let other artists make music after it, in this particuar case i attached J.
Dillons amazing sound piece and it sticked together///
–in future i will create experimental video shorts and would like to invite any type of musicians work with them (if they wish) and hopefully it can turn into interesting audio/visual pieces>>>>
—-dig this video—-